Tuesday, May 08, 2012
OMG I FEEL OLD. 20 years....what have I accomplished?
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at 11:40 PM
Sunday, May 06, 2012
i miss you already ): can't even concentrate on doing my work zz.
the countdown started from 50 days..felt soo long and when the day finally came...one week just zooooomed by. too fast, too fast. nevertheless, it's the best week of 2012 for me (:
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at 4:19 PM
Thursday, April 12, 2012
we just have to keep telling ourselves that it's gonna be okay, we're going to make it. until when things are really okay. but I will protect this with all I have and whatever I can. At the end of the day, it's make or break. Also, it takes two hands to clap.
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at 10:14 PM
Saturday, March 24, 2012
saturday night. walked past lygon street alone. it was full of people. but i feel so empty inside.
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at 8:15 PM
Thursday, March 15, 2012
it's been nine months since I last posted! it's been really eventful..lots of changes in my life. transition into local uni, made new friends (finally, after the same environment for 6 years in ny and hc), lost a parent, enrolled into a new school, leaving the place where i've spent 14 years living in, moving to a totally different continent, away from all my loved ones and friends..all these sound just too much for my poor little soul, but though tattered, I'm still surviving.
there are good things in life as well. I have seen the kindness of many many people, know who are my true friends, who to stick with, and who I could see my future with. through all this I think I have become a bit antisocial, in the sense that I'm tired of following up with what others are up to and stuff. haven't been a good friend I must say, and I'm sorry to those who I have disappointed..however, getting out of my comfort zone is making me stronger and much more independent..lots of new perspective in life, new people i meet, and I finally understood the meaning of "you don't need to know many friends, you just need to have few friends that know you".
my emotions are still not yet well controlled. I can still smile and cry in the next minute; zoned out and starts tearing all of a sudden; laugh after 5 minutes..all these I know I will have to learn to control it to be a better person, but at the same time I really think crying is a very good way of venting anything, everything out.
alright this pretty sums up my life currently. time to go for lessons! ciao~
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at 12:54 PM
Tuesday, June 07, 2011
here to revive my blog. i think no one's gonna come here anyway. got inspired by bel, who's been blogging very regularly on her old blog. i shall just pretend that im not her loyal reader. damn emo sia her posts. seriously i think her looks can make it, plus her fashion sense. more importantly she has a nice personality. but sometimes..maybe abit too uptight? idk, it's zhen de shi the timing problem. so...she shouldn't be that depressed luh i think. at least uni is starting soon? kelly and i totally dont know what to do / say to make her feel better also. but i think her inferiority stems much more from kelly than from me~ cos i get MY inferior complexity from kelly. and yes, even until now, my insecurity still stems from her HAHA.
i must sleep early today! still needa work tomorrow sian.
2 more days!! can't wait for you to get out of that stupid tekong-.- and out of jookoon on friday night!! imysm ): yesyes, let time FLY pass until saturday, and then may time freeze when im with you... sighs.
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OMFG i suck la im a total asshole I SHOULD GO AND DIE SHIT AND DIE AND GO TO HELL TO PAY FOR ALL THE HEINOUS THINGS I DID I AM REALLY SORRY FUCK
at 12:53 AM
Monday, July 26, 2010
OMFG i suck la im a total asshole I SHOULD GO AND DIE SHIT AND DIE AND GO TO HELL TO PAY FOR ALL THE HEINOUS THINGS I DID I AM REALLY SORRY FUCK
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at 5:03 PM